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Sep. 7th, 2025 05:20 pm
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Your prayers of blessing to the deity/deities of your choice are welcome whether or not you can donate.
I think that I have a pretty fair life. Oh, granted there are things about it that are less than optimal, but on the whole, the present is pretty damn tolerable.
Here is my problem. With only two exceptions (identity withheld to protect the innocent) most of my social circle feels contempt for what I have "settled" for. I am still sorting out how I should feel about this kind of thing.
Whether one likes it or not. A large part of self worth is (unfortunately) a reflection of what others think of you. Why do you think churches breed fanatics? The internalization of a moral/intellectual precept and then refining of the outward symbols of belief lead to greater and greater acceptance/credibility with the group.
Thus my heresy. By rejecting the outward symbols that show conformity with the group belief system give the group no motivation to allow you into its sphere of influence and protection. I am walking the line now. I am trying to keep just inside the limited protection and rewards of the system. I want to be as far from the center, out in the low density fringes just this side of what is considered failure by the system.
I need to work on this explanation/narrative more. It isn't going to end up a political treatise or anything, it is just an explanation of where I stand and what I have to watch out for to maintain my distance from the center.
So, as a reminder of my past life as a dad and almost-prepper, I still have a cabelas dryer (the little one, not the big one).
Why this is important is that lately I have been trying to seriously reduce (though not eliminate) sugars and carbohydrates. White rice needs to be watched carefully.
I have restarted my romance with jerky. I really do love the stuff, but buying it at the store is ungodly expensive. Rule of thumb is that it is over a buck an ounce for the cheap stuff. Homey cannot afford that. So I need to break out the dryer and get cracking on jerky. First effort will be chicken jerky. I picked up some skinless boneless chicken thighs and marinated them:
Marinade: 1/2 cup soy sauce 1/3 cup honey 1/2 tsp curing salt teaspoon of cayenne (lets call the marinade 50 cents
Cut the 20 ounces of chicken thighs ($2.99 at costco) into thickish strips and marinated them for 24 hours, then they went into the cabelas. The cost of the chicken was $3.75
Pasteurization chart for chicken The following profile can achieve the same level of bacterial reduction (specifically, a 7-log reduction of Salmonella) as cooking chicken to 165°F ((74\degree C)) instantly, as long as the temperature is held for the specified time:
140°F ((60\degree C)): Held for 30 minutes. 136°F ((58\degree C)): Held for 68.4 minutes. 130°F ((54\degree C)): Held for 112 minutes (for beef, lamb, and pork) or 6 hours (for chicken).
I put the dryer on high and let 'er rip. I waited until my fancy-schmancy thermometer and probe hit 136 F. and then waited for an hour and a bit and pronounced the jerky done. The energy use was 3.1 kWH at an average cost of $0.19/kWH or $0.58
Weighed the results. 9.5 ounces of yield for $3.75+$0.50+$0.58 = $4.84/9.5 or $0.51 per ounce ($8.16/lb) which is half of the cost of store bought.
L. Ron Hubbard, founder of Scientology, was said to have been a malignant narcissist. L. Ron Hubbard’s son changed his name to Ronald De Wolf. Of L. Ron Hubbard’s seven children by three different wives, DeWolf was one of two who were estranged. DeWolf called Scientology “the self-created fantasy of one man brought to deadly reality for others by a simple word: agreement”. DeWolf also gave sworn statements that his father was “deeply involved in the occult and black magic.”
It is common knowledge when Hubbard was discharged from the US Navy after WWII, he chose to move into the Pasadena, California mansion of Jack Parsons, a rocket engineer who was a superfan and disciple of Aleister Crowley. Parson’s residence, called The Parsonage by the free-wheelers who came and went from it, was where Parsons reconstructed Crowley’s magical rituals, most of which revolved around copulation and chemically-assisted altered states. At the time, Parsons was attempting to impregnate his second wife, Marjorie Cameron, with the Satanic equivalent of the Second coming, despite her supposedly knowing nothing about his intentions. Meanwhile, both Parsons and Hubbard were taking turns with Sara Hollister, Parson’s ex-wife’s younger sister, who had been sleeping with Parsons from the age of seventeen while he was married to her older sister. All of these people were members of The Agape Lodge of the Ordo Templi Orientis, and Jack Parsons along with his order members funded Crowley in his ailing dotage. Nevertheless, Aleister Crowley expressed disgust when he learned that Parsons and his live in friend, L. Ron Hubbard were trying to create a Moonchild second coming of the whore of Babalon working, calling them idiots. Within the span of a year, L. Ron Hubbard and Sara tricked Parsons via a swindle involving multiple yachts. They ditched Parsons, absconded with most of his fortune and the proceeds from the sale of the Parsonage, and got married when Sara was 22 and Hubbard was 35. Hubbard was still married to his first wife at the time, and yes, that means he committed bigamy.
Ronald DeWolf says that “black magic is the inner core of Scientology” and that his father “did not worship Satan. He thought he was Satan”.
The birth of Scientology came about in Southern California from a time and place that also spawned Anton LaVey’s Church of Satan and Michael Aquino’s Temple of Set. LaVeyan Satanism, Aquino’s Setianism, and Scientology have a great deal in common, with Scientology taking the gold star for its evolution of Crowleyan principles and philosophy. Of the three Crowleyan solipsist religions, Scientology is by far the most profitable of the three. Hubbard, a prolific writer of science fiction, stated “You don’t get rich writing science fiction. If you want to get rich, you start a religion.” and he seems to have done just that. Scientology’s methods of interrogation and confession, lifted from Crowleyan magic, would go on to become the foundation for the practices used David Raniere’s NEXIUM cult.
As Scientologist escapee Jenna Miscaivage (niece of David Miscaivage) states, the cross emblem of Scientology is a joke and a fake. Scientology was invented for one reason alone: the enrichment of L. Ron Hubbard.
I have a sneaking hunch that the next five years will be a period of accelerated decline. It is not going to be "the end of the world". I have no idea how bad it may be. Sitting at the kitchen table and looking out at the high thin clouds and a sunnyish day have got me thinking about the guesses that I am formulating in my brain.
I am a mediocre guesser. Everyone is. Oh, folks can preen and sift through their guesses and crow about the ones that they got right. But it is like going to a casino. Almost everyone who goes to a casino and wins is quite forthright about their exploits (though I think most are exaggerated). I rarely, if ever, hear folks declaim concerning their losses.
I am guessing around a 66.6% chance of things heading south in the next five years (sorry, the Ouija board and the crstal ball that I use are from Walmart and have limited vision). Now this needs to be broken down somewhat.
The other 33.3 percent can be broken down as follows:
0.1% will be reserved for Alien attacks, the second coming, and a new, non-polluting energy source that can be built from lawn clippings.
Here's the deal. I spent the greater bulk being a toady to the medical profession. Research scientist for around half and mid level bureaucrat for half. For a total of around thirty years. My education is comparable to any. Having now presented my bona fides, I can state that I have no problem with AI replacing around half of the current medical profession.
I have been using Dr. Google for years now. I have the good fortune of being able to cross check the results of human visits against Dr. Google and to be honest, the results have panned out the same with a slight edge going to Google.
Now the laboratory and the direct inpatient hospital care will always be there. But even those will be changed. I don't really see any way around it. Such is life.
Nope, especially here in the US, the medical profession is going to be seriously impacted by AI. Since the bulk of the medical profession is for-profit, the bean counters will use use AI to ruthlessly reduce provider headcount both in the administrative and peripheral specialities.
I am not sad. I don't think the current system is all that good, it is probably bordering or inside the "bad" descriptor. What we will get will probably lie within the same level of care but without the lower ranks of the "care pyramid" being around to provide service.
Sorry, but the current system here in the states is a bad idea. We are smoothly transitioning from one bad idea to another bad idea. Enjoy the ride.