Diary: Amused

Nov. 5th, 2025 06:57 pm

So I spent time the past couple of days chatting with a friend. I think that the amusing part is that we really don't have all that much different about our views of what is happening here in 'Murca, but we really don't at all see eye to eye about what made up the "before" and what will constitute the "after".

We got Donald Trump, because he was inevitable and truthfully, he is what we deserve. We have spent the last fifty years living through a rough version of Ayn Rand. We have decided that rents going to the wealthy and panem et circenses to distract the masses from the disembowelment of industry and it replacement with a casino stock market was a good idea.

Some folks came out of this paradigm sitting pretty. Some folks think that the paradigm is a good thing. The folks who lost are ignored, because the paradigm only has space for winners.

Oh granted, what is now ridiculously referred to as the "left" are a major contributor to the problem. They see the "guvmint" as an unending bowl of largesse. It never has been. There never has been a free lunch. But the "right", with its obeisance to the idea that only winners matter are equally odd.

Trump is what we deserve because he represents only money. And Citizen's United made sure that justice can bought by the rich. That little problem is the source of 90% of our current predicament. But until a majority of folks come to the idea that the greater the wealth, the greater the responsibility, and are allowed to ignore or undermine that moral imperative, we will continue to be a country of Gordon Gecko wannabes.

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safe enoughWe are now into the fifth year of these open posts. When I first posted a tentative hypothesis on the course of the Covid phenomenon, I had no idea that discussion on the subject would still be necessary all these years later, much less that it would turn into so lively, complex, and troubling a conversation. Still, here we are. Crude death rates and other measures of collapsing public health remain anomalously high in many countries, but nobody in authority wants to talk about the inadequately tested experimental Covid injections that are the most likely cause; public health authorities government shills for the pharmaceutical industry are still trying to push through laws that will allow them to force vaccinations on anyone they want; public trust in science is collapsing; new revelations are leaking out about just how bad the Covid vaccines are for human health; and the story continues to unfold.

So it's time for another open post. The rules are the same as before:

1. If you plan on parroting the party line of the medical industry and its paid shills, please go away. This is a place for people to talk openly, honestly, and freely about their concerns that the party line in question is dangerously flawed and that actions being pushed by the medical industry and its government enablers are causing injury and death on a massive scale. It is not a place for you to dismiss those concerns. Anyone who wants to hear the official story and the arguments in favor of it can find those on hundreds of thousands of websites.

2. If you plan on insisting that the current situation is the result of a deliberate plot by some villainous group of people or other, please go away. There are tens of thousands of websites currently rehashing various conspiracy theories about the Covid-19 outbreak and the vaccines. This is not one of them. What we're exploring is the likelihood that what's going on is the product of the same arrogance, incompetence, and corruption that the medical industry and its wholly owned politicians have displayed so abundantly in recent decades. That possibility deserves a space of its own for discussion, and that's what we're doing here. 
 
3. If you plan on using rent-a-troll derailing or disruption tactics, please go away. I'm quite familiar with the standard tactics used by troll farms to disrupt online forums, and am ready, willing, and able -- and in fact quite eager -- to ban people permanently for engaging in them here. Oh, and I also lurk on other Covid-19 vaccine skeptic blogs, so I'm likely to notice when the same posts are showing up on more than one venue. 

4. If you plan on making off topic comments, please go away. This is an open post for discussion of the Covid epidemic, the vaccines, drugs, policies, and other measures that supposedly treat it, and other topics directly relevant to those things. It is not a place for general discussion of unrelated topics. Nor is it a place to ask for medical advice; giving such advice, unless you're a licensed health care provider, legally counts as practicing medicine without a license and is a crime in the US. Don't even go there.


5. If you don't believe in treating people with common courtesy, please go away. I have, and enforce, a strict courtesy policy on my blogs and online forums, and this is no exception. The sort of schoolyard bullying that takes place on so many other internet forums will get you deleted and banned here. Also, please don't drag in current quarrels about sex, race, religions, etc. No, I don't care if you disagree with that: my journal, my rules. 

6. Please don't just post bare links without explanation. A sentence or two telling readers what's on the other side of the link is a reasonable courtesy, and if you don't include it, your attempted post will be deleted.

7. Please don't post LLM ("AI") generated text. This is a place for human beings to talk to other human beings, not for the regurgitation of machine-generated text. Also, please don't discuss large language models (the technology popularly and inaccurately called "artificial intelligence" these days) except as they bear directly on the Covid phenomenon. Here again, my finger is hovering over the delete button. 

Please also note that nothing posted here should be construed as medical advice, which neither I nor the commentariat (excepting those who are licensed medical providers) are qualified to give. Please take your medical questions to the licensed professional provider of your choice.


With that said, the floor is open for discussion. 
Gin's "Spaceship

My name is Gin-ya and I live with my brother in a spaceship at the edge of a star-field . . .

 

Zak and I found the spaceship when we ran away from the Dumpers into the desert. Boss had gone on the Mother-of-All benders after coming back flush from Trader’s Day. Zak had taken a beating that morning for no good reason other than Boss being in a extra foul Morning-After temper. All of us were whisper-quiet in our work on Morning-After days but almost anything could set Boss off.


Zak was still bruised and sore the next day and he got angry when he discovered that Boss had come back with a box of bottles for himself and not much in the way of food. We were always hungry and didn’t expect much different but Zak said we should at least be able to eat well on days after Trader’s Day since we were the ones doing the work. He got into the food while Boss was sleeping off another stint and he shared it around so we all had full bellies for a change. 


When Boss saw what he’d done he was furious and he hit Zak hard with his fists. Then he pulled off his belt and everybody scarpered. I’m usually pretty fast but Zak had gone down too easily and wasn’t moving. I hesitated and Boss came after me. As soon as he’d turned his back Zak rolled over, grabbed a length of pipe, jumped up and hit him as hard as he could. Boss went down with a thud and lay there like he was dead. 


Zak wasn’t hurt bad and I’d only taken a couple of licks. Boss was out cold and his head was bleeding. He was usually okay after a bender once he’d recovered. If you could disappear or lay low for a while after a beating you could sometimes sneak back to work he might not pay much attention especially when he was flush and business was good. 


Zak said he didn’t think that was going to happen this time. I could see the shock and fear of what he’d done in his eyes. He wanted to get away. So we filled up a couple of water bottles and took off. Zak wanted walk into to desert to the high rock that was just visible from where the sand started and the plants grew scruffy and weak. Zak said he’d rather die of thirst in the desert than spend one more day stripping parts from old tech for a Mother-Hating old drunk.


We didn’t plan to go all the way that day, Zak was still sore from the beating, but we wanted to be well away so we hustled and made it to the gully while there was still lots of light.  We’d found the gully near the edge of the desert years ago. It had a tiny stream, barely a trickle in the dry season, but this time of year it gurgled and there was lush cool greenery growing up the sides. There weren’t many plants I recognized but the the blackberries here were always bigger and juicier here than the ones that grew in thorny tangles all over Dump. It was too early for berries yet. We’d tried eating some of the other stuff. Lots of it was too bitter and some of it would make you sick if you ate much of it but there were some pale green leafy things growing by the creek that were okay. Not much flavour but crunchy and fresh.


We'd been sitting by the creek and munching leaves for a while when the noise of something big moving through the bushes downstream sent us scrambling up the far side of the gully. We weren’t ready to be found by Boss or anyone else. 


We ran flat out toward the rocky outcrop hoping whoever or whatever it was would stay by the creek. It wasn’t long before our feet were pounding on hot sand. We were almost out of breath and I was beginning to get a stitch in my side when our feet were suddenly making a hollow kind of booming sound and then we were whooshing down the smooth curved side of the spaceship. The shock of landing on the hard sand on the other side drove my breath away. We’d just missed a pile of jagged metal that would have set Boss’s eyes gleaming and put him in a good mood for days.


We scrambled to our feet gasping and turned to see a long metal tube as big as a ‘scraper lying on the ground almost completely buried in the sand. On this side the sand was nearly up to a long row of small windows and more sand spilled out a couple of bigger gaps like missing teeth just above a wrecked wing. A piece of old stairs stuck out of the sand near a big gaping hole that must have been the main door and the tube was sort of bent in on itself like an dented old tin can. 


“What is it?” I whispered. 

“It’s a spaceship,” said Zak. “Mother-of-All, a spaceship!”  

His voice was low with awe and disbelief as he put his hand out to gently touch the metal. We stood and looked at the pile of wrecked metal and the enormous tube of the spaceship for a long time. We could see where our feet had started to skitter in the sand on top and the trail of our slide down the side. It had been completely invisible from the other side. 


On this side the dark gaps and the corroded metal made it look scary but it looked sad too: like the old dumpers who gave up and just sat down waited for death to take ‘em. “It’s a ghost” said Zak. “Mother-of-All.” I repeated and made the warding sign.


We walked back and forth looking for long time before Zak climbed up on the broken wing to peer into the dark gaps above it. I don’t know how long we stood there as the sky darkened. Suddenly huge drops of rain were pelting down on us. “Come on!” said Zak and he boosted me up so I could scramble up the wing and into the spaceship. The inside was dry and sandy. There were rows and rows of seats in some places and jumbled piles of junk in others where the seats had been torn out. The floor was angled down slightly toward the buried back side and there was another long row of windows covered by the sand. There were piles of sand here and there where it had seeped in through the cracked windows and door gaps. 


It was kind of spooky and the rain pounded on the roof like thunder but it was dry inside and we hunkered down well away from the places where the water was coming in to wait out the storm. I fell asleep and my dreams were filled with people in strange clothes moving in and out of the spaceship. There were more people than I’d ever seen in my whole life and they glittered with jewelry and gadgets. Lots of them had bags slung around their necks or tied to their waists. They filled the shelves above the seats with fancy boxes with special handles; then pulled them out and down again, murmuring to each other as they slowly crowded in and out. 


It was strangely quiet when I woke up bleary eyed and thirsty. I stared at the curved ceiling above me for a long time before I remembered where we were. I’d just focused on Zak standing at the door of the spaceship with the morning light coming in all around when he shouted. “Oh Gin!  Gin! Quick, come and look at this!” and jumped down. Shocked fully awake, I scrambled up quick and ran to the door where he had just disappeared. He sounded excited not frightened. 


When I looked out I couldn’t believe my eyes. The bare dry sand around the spaceship was covered with fresh new plants. Tiny white flowers like little stars dotted the ground as far as I could see and the air shimmered in the light like it was alive with delight. It was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. 

“Mother-of-All,” I breathed.


The star-flowers were gone in a few days but we stayed. We’re going to live here forever and ever, and never, ever, ever go back to Dump. The desert has gone back to being a sea of sand but I know the stars are still there under the sand. They’ll come back. Someday.

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Maybe Format Will Have to Change

Nov. 3rd, 2025 02:53 pm

OK: I have been noodling around with the post-by-mail function here in Dreamwidthland. It appears (see previous post) that you can post photos using the post-by-mail function. Excellent news (well, not really news, it is just what happens when you spend the time reading the FAQ's.)

If you read this, and you see a picture below, then I can use the email function to post the pictures that I took recently. This is a test message to see if I understood what the FAQ said. As with all FAQ's and technical manuals, they conform to Captain Barbarosa's observations:

"First, your return to shore was not part of our negotiations nor our agreement so I must do nothing. And secondly, you must be a pirate for the pirate's code to apply and you're not. And thirdly, the code is more what you'd call "guidelines" than actual rules.

So here goes, if you don't see a picture below this, then I don't understand the guidelines quite yet.


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Días de Muertos

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Magic Monday

Nov. 2nd, 2025 10:14 pm
plant a seedIt's just past midnight and so it's time to launch a new Magic Monday. Ask me anything about occultism, and with certain exceptions noted below, any question received by midnight Monday Eastern time will get an answer. Please note:  Any question or comment received after that point will not get an answer, and in fact will not be put through.  If you're in a hurry, or suspect you may be the 341,928th person to ask a question, please check out the very rough version 1.3 of The Magic Monday FAQ here

Also:
 I will not be putting through or answering any more questions about practicing magic around children. I've answered those in simple declarative sentences in the FAQ. If you read the FAQ and don't think your question has been answered, read it again. If that doesn't help, consider remedial reading classes; yes, it really is as simple and straightforward as the FAQ says.  And further:  I've decided that questions about getting goodies from spirits are also permanently off topic here. The point of occultism is to develop your own capacities, not to try to bully or wheedle other beings into doing things for you. I've discussed this in a post on my blog.

(The image? I've finished the sequence of my published books; while I decide what I want to do next, I have some memes to share.)

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With that said, have at it!  

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Diary: More on Pictures

Nov. 1st, 2025 09:39 am
I think that the main reason I sort of stopped putting pictures at the front of every post is twofold.  The first is that dashing of a quick post is much easier when using the “post by email” option that Dreamwidth has so kindly provided.  Maybe I could use the email posting to post pictures, but the thought of researching that just doesn’t appeal to me.  So, If you see a “diary” post with no pictures, I am just dashing something off while drinking my coffee.
 
The second reason that I don’t is the awkward and semi-hostile relationship that I have with my fucking cell phone and the corporate structures behind it.  Look, I got an iPhone because I get great little movies of my grand-daughter.  But, like it or not, it is a great camera.  Hell, even the old Motorola android that it replaced had a great camera.  My actual camera collects dust.  It is even quite a good camera (Olympus TG-6), but it is a descendant of the concept of “camera” which involved post-processing.  This is where I am having some issues.
 
I suppose it is a vestige of the concept of “ownership” that I struggle with.  I am not a commie, but I am fairly certain that a mortal human being really can’t “own” anything.  When your luck finally runs out and the road to your long home is shown to you, you can’t take anything from this mortal coil.  But for some reason, I have attached my concept of ownership to things like the images that reflect what I see around me.  
 
For some silly reason, the places that these images are stored and the corporate entities that provide the storage service.  I am not comfortable with the simple concept that these pictures are out somewhere on the internet and I have no idea who is seeing them.  Now, the simple truth is, the chance that someone cares about what I see on my walks is miniscule.  But for some reason, I chafe against the possibility.
 
The same thing goes for the writing.  I like Dreamwidth because they remind me of small town hippiness which is my ideal for “internet”.  But the writing interface is clunky along with the image storage.  But that is a price that I am more than willing to pay for the deliberately out of the way backwater that it has created.  But when I am feeling lazy and don’t want to go through the gyrations of uploading pictures and writing on the clunkiness, I sneak over to Google Docs and write stuff out there, inserting the pictures and then cut and past the whole thing into Dreamwidth’s interface and voila, a nicely formatted piece of internet ephemera.
 
So really, what people are observing when my posts aren’t as “pretty” as I would like is an odd combination of laziness and a crotchety old man raging against the structure of a world that he has no real control over.  I just need to get over it, realize that the concept of privacy will always rub up against Garrett Hardin’s “The Tragedy of the Commons” and the real history of the internet is how society deals with the reconciliation of these two ideas.

So the end message is that I have to figure out Dreamwidth's picture embedding.  It can't be all that hard and it might well be even simpler than embedding graphics in WordPerfect 4.2 that I mastered back in the 80's

Who Said She Loves Editing? Not Me!

Nov. 1st, 2025 02:11 pm
I'm at the point where I just know that my story is vile, utter crap, and should be deleted with extreme prejudice.

Happy Halloween!

Oct. 31st, 2025 06:59 pm

Here's the column for Scorpio II The Alchemical Apparatus for Double Distillationhttps://andrewbwatt.com/2025/10/31/scorpio-ii-the-alchemical-apparatus/ This decan begins at 12:17 am EDT on Sunday 2 November and continues until late evening (10:33 pm EDT) on 11 November 2025. 

As I write these columns, I find that increasingly I try to work the divine attributes of the mythic figure of the Greek god or goddess into the story, rather than Austin Coppock's naming conventions. Yet the two are inextricably linked in my memory now, so it's not always possible to separate one from the other.

In this one, though, the imagery seems especially apt for me as a former school teacher. Leto, the goddess associated with bringing up children through education, is here contrasted with a double-distiller — the device which transforms and purifies both the principal material and its by-products. Just as the distiller refines some material and its distillates into purer forms, so to is the school teacher refined and (we hope) improved by contact with the personal growth of their students. 

I often feel such gratitude for my twenty years in the classroom. I'm sad that time had to end, at times... but I'm still honored that I got to do it as long as I did. I hope that for the most part I was worthy of the work.

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I do listen to folks, so I will start plugging in pictures occasionally.
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Folks gotta remember, the Tomahawk was first put together back in the 1970’s, in the days of the PDP-11 computers and the yellow pages phone book.   GPS was just a prototype satellite.  The Abrams tank was still on the drawing board and our M-60’s were still facing off T-62’s across the Fulda gap.

Reach back in your memory.  Little Donny Trump, during his last administration fired a buttload of these wunderwaffen into Syria and didn’t even manage to inconvenience the Assad regime.  Rumor has it that at the time, most of the missiles fired were spoofed by the godless rooskies and only blew up very inconsequential pieces of desert.  Unless my memory has failed me, the airfield that they were fired at was operational the next day.  Rumors were also bandied about that the S-300’s that the Russians had sold to the Syrians also did a fair job of bringing some down.  My memory is that the military brass shut up and wouldn’t talk about it.

So, when I hear that we could possibly be providing these drones to the Ukies, who don’t really have a great reputation for utilizing equipment we give/sell them anyway, you can understand why the process holds no particular fear for me.

We won’t be giving the Ukrainians the latest iterations of these.  They will be the oldest that we still have in stock. We definitely won’t be giving the latest version, because the chance that one of them will end up in a Russian factory for analysis is too great.  

Look, warfare has changed greatly.  Drones are a big deal and the technology is advancing absurdly fast.  The introduction of an ancient model drone will change nothing on the battlefield.  But it just might piss the Russians off more so than they are already pissed off.  

I can’t really say that it seems to be that great an idea.

About Frugal Friday...

Oct. 31st, 2025 10:01 am
a man outstanding in his fieldLast week's Frugal Friday post only got 27 comments, and the one before that only got 18. That's below the threshold I'd set early on, to call for a review of the project. 

I can think of three options at this point: 

1) Close down the Frugal Friday posts on the assumption that they've basically fulfilled their purpose. 

2) Switch to a Frugal Ideas post once a month, to serve the same purpose with a little less work on my part and a higher likelihood of getting worthwhile discussions. 

3) Keep things going the way they've been. 

This is where I'd like your feedback, faithful readers. What would you prefer? Which of these options seems best to you -- or is there another option you'd prefer? Inquiring Druids want to know. 

Excised video for Wicked Day post

Oct. 30th, 2025 08:29 pm
I changed the subject from Midwestern marching bands to Big 'Ten' marching bands play 'Wicked' for National Wicked Day, so I cut out Missouri because it's not a Big Ten school but U$C is.

Diary: Reversions

Oct. 30th, 2025 07:35 am
 Nijubashi (Bridge to the Imperial Palace) from the series Scenes of Last Tokyo
 
Nijubashi (Bridge to the Imperial Palace) from the series Scenes of Last Tokyo
Koshiro Onchi

 
I have been pondering my visual contributions to this blog.  I am going to try and revert to my older practice of skimming through Wikiart and plopping in a work that: 1) catches my eye while I am going, and 2) is in landscape format.

So, I am feeling a touch paranoid today.  Not serious, just a realization that the outcomes I was hoping for are not in the realm of the possible currently and while my previous choices have me in a place where I will probably do just fine, the results are increasingly "baked in" and all I can do is watch.  I am certain that this attitude will annoy and perhaps even anger some folks out there, but that is the way that I see it.

The outcome of this doesn't change anything.  I have long since lost the illusion that outside of a very small circle, my opinion on any matter really doesn't matter. Who I have to deal with is the folks out there who still think that there opinion means something outside of their very small circle. 

Our government/culture is in play right now.  Samuel Huntington's ghost is having a beer somewhere with a "told you so" smirk on his face.  Francis Fukuyama is working hard to explain that what he wrote was misconstrued (and dismally failing).  

Trump is not the brightest light ever to occupy the Oval Office.  He is not going to change the course of history.  He doesn't have the tools, either intellectually or organizationally to effect any change.  But the truth of the matter is, there is no one on the horizon who does.  The choices left to the leadership of this country are bad choices that will change a lot of peoples lives.  Simply put, there is nowhere to go but down.

JMG made a cutesy little phrase back in his Archdruid days that I both love and hate.  "Collapse now and Avoid the Rush".  Mostly I dislike it because the word "Collapse" is so fucking overused nowadays and "Karen-ish" that the drama applied to it just wears on me.  I have been using a phrase for ten years now:  "Calibrate your expectations".  

Look, we are going to be reverting to mean.  Don't get excited and definitely don't believe people who claim that they have a map to any promised land.  
 

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